Not to mention that they don't want you asking for it either.
As many people will tell you, it is available in the usual places. If you don't know what the usual places are, try to figure it out (please don't just post the question). If all else fails, there is always google. Though the FAQ is a good place to start.
but organized and highly respectable sites (like this one) will never condone piratedsoftware or or software that otherwise infringes on copyright.