FECK .......... Cmon man , What's with you ? I'm starting to get the feeling your doing this for ATTENTION . Is it that bad in your life that you would choose this forum to seek ATTENTION ?
You should know better than to use a 200 wt soldering iron J/C !!! there is not one thread in here or for that matter in the tut's to use it for soldering (I did a search) that I found (support link in backing up what your saying).
I do agree to a point that getting help threw threads is hard to get at times but there so many threads concerning this that you shouldn't have to post , just look for it & you'll find it . It's not worth potentially getting flamed at !!!!!!! Even though you brought this on yourself.
FECK seek some help before you do something REALLY bad............ & don't take your fustration out on other people & animals (Kicking your DOG for your fuck-ups is simply WRONG it's called CRUELTY to animals which could land your Parents in JAIL if reported). They don't have the right to endure your faults . Something is not right inside your head.
,,....................................................Crash N Burn
BTW Dogs are VERY SMART & they have been known to RETALLIATE ,, I would watch out now.