Just got home from school, and despite what I thought my girl friend would do, she actually got into a fight with me. She told me that " I cant be racist, her dad is white ", I told her to cut the $hit and forget about it. She did, but my "friends", well I walked into the class late today. The kid wasnt there, he punked out and didnt show up to school. All my "friends", sat there and tryed to act all cool again, asking me " Are we cool? ", that really pissed the hell outta me. Every teacher knew about the whole situation, and one even came to me and said that he wishes he was darker. I didnt like that $hit, but despite everything I thought I would do, I stood there like a freaking pussy and played cool with my "friends". This kid probabally wont show up tomorrow, and expect me to forget about it on monday. But that wont happen, this kid punched me, and I was backed away from fighting. My girl friend was the only one that was really with me after we fought. I took her out for lunch, she is cool now. Dont know why I freaking blew her off yesterday, I am lucky as hell to have her. I will wait to see if he comes tomorrow, and if he does, I will just stand there and let him punch me in the face, If I dont fall down after the 1st punch, I will kick his @$$ to embarass him. I didnt mean no racist remark when I said that, and I am brown skinned. Its just that this kid was using words like "nigger" and tryin to act cool, reminded me of some eminem wannabe. This pussy lives in the foothills ( Rich part of tucson) so no way in hell he is some kid that was raised with blacks and Mexicans. I am more calmed down today. But its the fact that I have never backed away from a fight, and fact that I have never lost a fight that is stirring this whole thing up. Thanks for all the support from the scene members. If you agree with my decision, tell me. If you dont, then tell me why.